Serendipityness

Hurt...how does someone move past hurt? Forgiveness helps but forgetting is just impossible.  There is no way to forget someone who touched you heart and you life. Hmm...its all so confusing.  Love in general is confusing.  I think it's because love takes so many forms...love is so many emotions at the same time.  It can be fantastically happy and devestantingly hurtful at exactly the same time.  I think that's completely unfair. 

Doubt...can destroy things.  We doubt so much.  We doubt how people feel about us, doubt our abilities, doubt the future.  I do this too often.  I have seen how it can ruin relationships. Yes, other things besides doubt runied it too but doubt allowed me to put up a barrier he couldn't fix or even justify. I suppose people unnecessairly doubt because of lack of self-confidence and past hurts. 

it's sad when thing come to and end.  it's sad when an amazing friendship is lost for confusing and complicated and silly fights.  in the end i try to make the memories count.  those memories can never be destroyed.  and it's always the little memories that mean the most....the special memories between two people.  

it's hard to let go...

Current Location:	my bed
Current Mood:	drained
Current Music:	Tim Brantley- Gold

1.  vegans vs. vegetarians, difference in diet, where they buy their food, etc...
2.  difference between tiramisu (an Italian dessert consisting of layers of sponge cake soaked with coffee and brandy or liqueur layered with mascarpone cheese and topped with grated chocolate) and baklava (popular in Greece and Turkey, this sweet dessert consists of many layers of butter-drenched phyllo pastry, spices and chopped nuts. A spiced honey-lemon syrup is poured over the warm pastry after it`s baked and allowed to soak into the layers. Before serving, the dessert is cut into triangles and sometimes sprinkled with coarsely ground nuts)
3.  argued when Nintendo debuted...1985
4.  suduko...how to play, origin

Conclusion:  my family is odd but interesting

Now for a cute but slightly disturbing website...

http://www.stuffonmycat.com/

Words can hurt but sometimes silence can be even more painful.  I suppose this is because words can lead to some sort of understanding.  Silence leads to this akward unknowing.  I tend to give people second-chances, I want to fix the akwardness.  Even when I could get hurt, I fully believe in second-changes because people make mistakes, words can be misconstrued, and situations are intrepreted wrong.  I do this because I have a desire to understand people and their reasoning behind their actions, thoughts, and words.  Sometimes this falls through and I don't get the clarity I want so badly to have- or maybe the silence is clarity. In the end, I must treasure the memories instead of dwelling on the knowledge that there will not be any more and understand that sometimes it is best to accept the silence.  People go in and out of lives, these people alter us, alter our lives forever.  The most we can do is be thankful we had the chance to make memories, remember the good times, remember the bad times and learn from both.  Finally I feel like I can accept this...I must say it is a good feeling.

Current Mood:

indifferent